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Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
1:00 pm - Friends ONLY

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Tuesday, July 15th, 2003
8:36 am

I just got diagnosed with ADHD. Wonderful. Putting a name to my problem doesn't seem to help it any. Yet. I can always hope. However, all it has suceeded in doing is make me analyze every single thing that I do in a day, and it just got me thrown out of my Spanish class for two uncontrollabe outbursts in class.

I'm miserable, and all my dad can think about is: "I hope they haven't pegged you with a diagnosis number yet, because if they have, your insurance just went to shit."

current mood: miserable

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Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
11:07 pm - Greatness

The sweet aloneness. How I miss you.

About time I've had some time to myself.

I'm too easily influenced.

I just want to be alone. I don't want any connections.

I just want a simple life. The only way for that to happen is to stay alone.

People. People make things complicated.

What is it about me that draws people to me. I don't talk to them they talk to me.

I just want to disappear. I don't want to care and I don't want to be cared about. That would be simple.

I've opened up. What happens when I do that. Shit comes flooding in. Too fast for me to handle. Why can not I be alone.

I try to break it down peice by peice but when there are so many peices to so many different puzzles, the puzzle peices begin to become jumbled together creating one big mess.

I don't want to deal with life, and I don't want to deal with reality. Its harsh.

I am not lonely when I'm alone. I feel more complete and at ease when there is nothing.

That's all I wanted to say.


current mood: contemplative

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Wednesday, May 7th, 2003
1:18 pm - Play Ball

"The ball is back in my court now."

Games. THE game.

"Let me know when you're done playing games. I'm going to go sit in the bleachers and watch. I refuse to play this game with you. Once you're finished seeing how long you can keep the ball in your court and just give the ball up, you're more then welcome to join me. Until then I'll just wait for someone who doesn't want to play the game either to come sit beside me."

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Sunday, May 5th, 2013
6:11 pm - Welcome *takes a bow*

Let me first just say welcome to my community. I made this community because so many have depression so bad and just needs someone to talk to like myself. It is a constant battle for me being bi-polar and having hypoglysemia doesn't help anything it just adds even more depression so I always like someone to talk to whenever and whatever I want to talk about. This community will be about supporting others on depression.

This community is not about judging people so if that is what you are after then go the hell somewhere else. You will be banned if you attack someone.

Again Welcome....

This community is friends only so make sure all your post are friends only.

current mood: depressed

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